i just don't know how much more of this i can take. i'm so tired of being let down all the time. i just want someone i can totally depend on but i guess that is sometimes too much to ask. i'm tired of everything and i just want for once to not cry every day. thats exhausting in itself.
but i'm sick of the stress. and i am just plain sick with this stupid tired/achy/sinus headache thing, along with my period sooo i'm just tired in general i guess.
how do you feel better when the one you love the most is the one that is making you feel like this? i don't know either. i just wish i could fully depend on someone at all. but thats fine i guess i mean i can't really change it clearly. guess i just have to suffer. good times.