everything is kinda all wacked out right now. the boy and i are fighting but basically its no one talking right now. thats how its been and its driving me nuts. i don't want to be the first one to say anything like normal. but i also want to be heard. i want to feel like i'm important and that i matter.
i don't want to fight anymore or even worse just not talking is killing me. but i can't always be the one to bring everything up and to initiate.
this is a sucky sucky situation and on top of everything else going on i feel like i just might burst. i'm so sad and lonely and burst out in tears at random times. but i'm also pmsy and that makes it a million times worse.