Ugh anxiety.

Do any of you stuffer from it? I am always so paranoid that my car will get stolen or something else will happen like our house getting broken into. And it honestly affects my being able to sleep its kinda bad. Sometimes I’ve been up for hours and hours at night. I just have a lot of fears/anxiety for whatever reason. I'm just not sure what to do about it.

But right now I feel like maybe if the boy and I actually follow through with what we say we will do like reading the bible together or other things that maybe that would help with my craziness? I'm not sure but I’m willing to give it a shot and I hope it does help.

We also need to follow through with working out. I did 100 squats the other day and man my legs were jello and hurt for 3 days. But the boy and I lets be honest we are fat and we need to get the fat away. But the hardest part is getting going and keeping going. But when none of your clothes fit. And you have other issues then its time to do something.

On the upside I noticed today new hair growth which is good cause I’m glad some is coming back! Its just rough being in that position its such a self conscious kind of thing. I hate how thin my hair is and mostly its because of my iron I believe. Its so low still so I hope that all the new supplements I’m taking will help better also to aid in losing weight too.

I'm making good progress in my granny square blanket. Thats awesome. I am also planning another blanket soon. But I’m having issues with deciding how to do things and what yarn to use. So that’s slightly annoying. But its alright. This is such a short entry but I don't have much to say.